I don’t own that, by nature.
One of the bad qualities that I own.
Known to be even more impatient and easily angry when I’m hungry.
But, this month of Ramadan.
I seem to speak softer, gentler and hold back the things that I would readily say (although, I don’t curse).
So much so that, after talking to people, I pause and wonder…
“Who is this person?”
It’s like listening to another voice different from mine.
Feel alienated from my own self.
I feel a sense of envy and how I wish I am her…
To be like her all the time.