Must’ve been lying to myself that I’m just fine since yesterday’s episode.
Because the sadness is gnawing into my bones.
Well, I was temporarily fine the whole night because I decided to just game it all away.
I failed my first exam last afternoon, with only a score of 70%.
Needed another 10% to pass.
Ummm.. $ flying off.
Retaking one exam is so expensive.
I’m back at work after taking 2 days off to study and attend my exam, but, I’ve got no mood to do anything.
Well, of course I have to do work.. not that I have much of a choice.
Messaged a friend who had taken the exam earlier.
Not that he could give me any pointers either ’cause we pretty much studied the same way.
Maybe the reason why I can’t accept the reality of it is because everything else seemed so easy and I was so happy.
Not until I messed up one of the simulations and the simulations contain the most marks.
I couldn’t get it right.. I knew I couldn’t, but, couldn’t leave the 4 sub-questions blank.
I was like.. “you have GOT to be kidding me” while trying to figure it out.
I feel so… dead. 😦